01.29.04

Do I Feel Not Wanted?

Posted in Dreams at 2:25 am by Danny Dawson

Last night I had another dream about Casper (henceforth I will call her Casper here so that some semblance of anonymity will be saved). Every moment I spend awake, I forget more details of the dream. At this point, I remember only that she may have broken up with me, and that I felt regret about the situation.

It seems somewhat that this is an ongoing theme in my dreams. She wants to have used me and be rid of me, and I continue to think of her and want more with her for times afterward. Is this how things really are? (Space Space) (Backspace backspace) (Period Period Period) (Backspace Backspace Backspace) (Indecision…)

01.26.04

Good Morning Son

Posted in General at 5:39 am by Danny Dawson

I always thought the song was about waiting tables. “The roast beef combo’s pnly $9.95. Good Morning Sun, right? Now I think of my father and of the son I may one day have, since it hasn’t yet been proven that I can’t do so. I sit here sipping my makeshift drink - Black Haus with muddled apple and pineapple, sugar and water.

I finally allowed myself to see Requiem for a Dream, and I’m disappointed. I found “A Beautiful Mind” and “Memento” far more disturbing and self-identifying.

01.01.04

Now Hiring for the New Year

Posted in General at 4:00 am by Danny Dawson

So appparently I’m a hiring manager now. I knew Dave had a little too much confidence in me, but apparently here’s the test. I’m now in charge of hiring and firing a friend. Hopefully it won’t come to the firing. I have confidence in him.

We’ll see. He starts Friday.