Do I Feel Not Wanted?

Last night I had another dream about Casper (henceforth I will call her Casper here so that some semblance of anonymity will be saved). Every moment I spend awake, I forget more details of the dream. At this point, I remember only that she may have broken up with me, and that I felt regret about the situation.

It seems somewhat that this is an ongoing theme in my dreams. She wants to have used me and be rid of me, and I continue to think of her and want more with her for times afterward. Is this how things really are? (Space Space) (Backspace backspace) (Period Period Period) (Backspace Backspace Backspace) (Indecision…)